It is the baraka of Mawlana ash-Shaykh. Without their baraka, there would be no dhikr or anything.
Today I was in bed, because my back was hurting me. They went down to make dhikr and they kissed the hands of the Shaykh, inwardly and outwardly. And so, I wanted to be like them.
So, it was said to me, "Then come to dhikr," and these names were mentioned: Shaykh Nazim and Shaykh Nour, Shaykh Omar, Shaykh Effendi, Shaykh Ahmad.
So he asked: "Will you go to the masjid for your dhikr?" I said: "I will go!"
SubhaanaAllah, we came here to the masjid and Mawlana Shaykh came to my ear...
Alhamdulillah Rabbi 'l-`Alameen wa salaatu wa 's-salaamu `alaa sayyidi 'l-mursaleen Sayyidina Muhammadin wa `alaa aalihi wa sahbihi ajma`een ...
I was in big pain in my back so I told Hajjah, "I'm not going tonight, I cannot." It was like a stroke of light burning my back and so I said I cannot do it.
She said: "It is ok, tasbeeh and dhikr doesn't have to be in sequence. Go Allah will accept from you."
I sat on bed and I felt that I'm from every side cured; because of that dhikr I felt healed. So, I made dhikr in the house, then Hajjah said: "let's go!"
Ladies like their husbands to be perfect. You cannot be perfect. Allah makes you perfect, Allah makes you not perfect, but I said, "I will go."
Alhamdulillah, I came down to the masjid and found everyone here, all the brothers, Nour and Nazim.
I entered into a half seclusion. Taher said to me: "Are you not coming?" To where? "To dhikr?" I said: "Yes I'm coming. InshaAllah my mouth will be good."
At that moment, Mawlana Shaykh Nazim said in my ear: "Don't worry, go. We are with you." And I came. That is not an ordinary dhikr, I have not seen as much good as in this one.
There was such great power that directed me to hear inside my ear and to hear from the other side. When I entered the masjid I found my mouth making dhikr 124,000 times and it was Mawlaan Shaykh [weeping].
Alhamdulillah, inshaAllah we will always be together. And inshaAllah those who did not come but who usually come to dhikr, their lives and work will be successful.
So we entered the masjid, and there was the most valuable recitation since the days when I was younger. I ask Allah (swt) and seek through the Prophet (s) that Allah will give me that this does not go away ever, and for all of you as well. Bi hurmati 'l-Habeeb, bi-hurmati 'l-Fatiha.
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